The Weekend....

So I am so so so excited this week JJ comes home on Sunday for a whole month....I am sooooo excited to get to hang out with him, and be with him while he is here. I have to admit though I am a little nervous, but I know i wont be once I see him hehe! I am such a girl I know :)

Anyways didnt do much this past weekend, I think the highlight of my weekend was going to spend time with my sister, and my nephew, I had soooo much fun, he is such a happy baby and being around him just makes me even happier if thats possible haha, and just seeing him, and how joyful he is all the time is such a blessing. He is seriously one of the cutest kids I have ever seen. I dont want kids of my own right now so he will do for me :):) he is my lil angel. Carrie and Levi are very lucky parents, to have such a wonderful baby, and I am so blessed and fortunate to have such a wonderful nephew. I am so excited to see him grow, and talk, crawl, and walk, of course not too fast though hehe. I am really going to be a good aunt, and see him as much as I can, I dont mind making the drive out there its so worth it just to see him, and my brother and sister.

Saturday Kahlia, Carrie, Melody, and I all got together for sisters dinner, we started this thing where once a month we go to someone's house, and we all get together and make dinner together, and just sit around and talk about whats going on in everyones lives, and what we have missed out on, its really awesome to be able to do that. Saturday was filled with lots of venting haha but it was def something that needed to be done, I had a great time though, it was a lil akward at first but once we started talking we couldnt stop so it was all good, and before we knew it 3 hours had passed haha. I just want me and my sisters to be close, and someday when Aaron, and Hunter get married we will add them too.

Rent is coming up very soon, and I am so excited, in fact I need to find a dress to where to it, but I am so stoked I think I am going to rent the movie this week for Kahlia to watch since she has never seen it. I am so excited, and once again I will be going with my sisters, well unfortunetly Kahlia because I didnt think she would want to go, and my mom told me she didnt think she would want to go, so I didnt get her a ticket, but I think she will still come to dinner with us.

Well I think thats all for now, hope everyone has a wonderful week! xoxo

You have to have faith, and believe in yourself, before you can expect it from others.

A Whole Month.... WOW

Wow, so its been a whole month from today, since the last time I updated. Not much going on with me, still working hard on school and getting my straight A's and enjoying every minute of it. Work I finally got signed on full time which is exciting because for those of you who didnt, and dont know I was with a temp agency but my job loves me so they are keeping which is great so I i will get a raise, and benefits and the whole nine yards :) its exciting, and for once I love the people I work for, and I am truly happy where I am in work, and life.

I am not usually one to let people go in my life, but I am finally coming to realize that you cant always try to see the best in people, they will continue to hurt you, and walk all over you, and sometimes its just better to let them go, then keep them close. So I learned that the hard way, but hey its a part of life, and you gotta just pick yourself up and keep on going. Your life is a never ending journey there is no stopping it, so just live it to the fullest, and make the best with what you have.

On a brighter note, I have met the most amazing guy ever! He is everything I have ever wanted in a guy, but it sucks because he is in the Air Force, and stationed in Korea right now, but he will be home in 10 dayssssssss( can you tell I'm excited?) but then he leaves for Germany in April for three years :( I have been so happy and sad with our situation, and now I am just thinking of it logically, I like him a lot, and care deeply for him, I know most of you will think I am crazy but still I don't know, i just feel like i really need to do what my heart is telling me, and for once listen to my heart since I never do. I know its a complicated situation, and long distance relationships never work out, but I dont know what to look at it like that. I am going to spend all the time I can with him while he is home, and just really enjoy his company and when he leaves I dont know what will happen, but I am just taking one day at time, I have never met someone who makes me so happy. i truly believe that its worth waiting for the one you believe is better than the rest than going through hurt and and heartache just becasue he is not here. I have never been one to be good with commitments or anything like that but with him i feel so different everything is so close to perfect its indescribable to me. ok sorry enough about that!

Other than that not much going on going to do sisters dinner this weekend, with the girls, and RENT is coming up so fast, JJ will be here in 10 days so cant wait for that, Dominic and Shannons wedding, Knolan will be here before we know it its crazy my life is going full speed ahead but I love it, and I am always enjoying the ride, and my life is like a rollercoaster all the time haha but I wouldnt have it any other way, I feel so blessed and fortunate for the life I am living with all the people in it....

Have a wonderful day :):)

True happiness comes from within you....everything else will fall into place!