Realizations.....

Haha I thought this is the cutest picture, for all of you that know me I looooove elephants.... Anyways, I have been inspired to start blogging my daily happenings eventhough I am not married or dont have kids, but I feel its important, to let people know whats going on with me, especially the ones I dont see on a daily basis. So as I was sitting at work today with nothing to do which isnt uncommon haha, but anyways I was sitting here thinking where has the time gone?! Just yesterday I remember graduating from high school, leaving to go to the military, and now here it's 2009 already. Man I guess the saying is true time flies when your having fun. I have learned so much about myself, and life over the past 5 years its insane how much I have grown as a person, I have been through many ups and also downs, but its the not letting it bring me down, and being thankful for what I do have that keeps me strong. I am at the happiest point I think I have ever been in my life. I went through a horrible break up over 2 years ago, and I was devasted at first but i got through and now he is one of my best freinds, and i realized that it was not needing to fix things with him to make me happy, but to work on the realtionship with myself so that no matter what happens I will always be happy. True happiness comes from with inside you, everything with fall into place, and thats where I am at in my life. I am so extremely happy with myself, that everything else just seems to make me even happier its the best feeling in the world, and I have the greatest people to share it with. over the past 5 years, i have learned how to become a strong person, and deal with things in a positive way no matter what, it took some time to get there but I am there, and I am a much stronger person becasue of the things I have been through. I am so extremely excited to be starting school again, my dreams are finally coming true i knew i could do it, it was just a matter of having faith, and believing in myself, and here I am today fulling my life long dreams its amazing let me tell you. So I guess I just wanted put some thoughts out there on paper hehe, its easier for me to express, and open myself up to people through writing than it is speaking...so you will prob see quite a few posts daily hehe...well hope everyone has a lovely day....and i will be leaving a quote I have come up with on my own at the bottom of all my blogs... lemme know what you think!!!! xoxo

Quote of the day: Saying you can't, is just another way of saying you won't